13.1!!!!

Bloggers I would to share with you one of my dreams. If you have been following my blog for a while now then you know that I have been training for a half marathon, which I ran in today!

I COMPLETED A FREAKING HALF MARATHON!!!!!!!! 13.1 BABY!!!!!!!!!

I crossed off a dream from my bucket list!

However, now I feel like Barney after the New York Marathon from HIMYM and every time I try to move I simply collapse, I think my knees have stopped functioning! Anywho, most of you who read this are facebook friends with me so feel free to check out the pics!

Also, if any kindly friends (cough Kate cough) would love to bring me food seeing that I cannot move I would greatly appreciate it!

Even better BRING ME A DP!!!!!!

I just want a Dr. Pepper!

Granted there are other addictions that are a million times worse to suffer through, but I am addicted to Dr. Pepper and need one NOW!

Anyway my first dream from two nights ago was short and sweet! I was working in the computer lab at OU finishing up an education project when I look up and see Jared. I smile because it was nice to see him, but then immediately felt bad because I had a huge project to do and so little time to do it! I was polite and talked to him for as long as I could spare, but I had to gather up my papers and head out to class. I remember running down the stairs and greeting some of my students and it was almost like I ran out of my dream into consciousness.

The dream last night began as I went out with friends and I was celebrating something! I think I was celebrating an accomplishment at work or something and I'm at this real jazzy bar. The lights are all red and purple with some killer music in the background, but all I can think that I want is a Dr. Pepper. So I go up to the bar slam my fist down and demand a Dr. Pepper before I lose my mind! That's all I remember, but my fiery intense need for a Dr. Pepper was so strong that in my mind the whole bar shook when I slammed my fist down.

Crazy right?

Marie Antoinette

My parents recently returned from Europe, specifically Paris. I guess I have been so jealous about them going to Versailles that I finally had to dream about it.

I think there was more to this dream possibly a beginning, but it has escaped my memory. The first thing I remember is walking into the Hall of Mirrors and being utterly speechless! I couldn't believe that I made it to Versailles! I walked slowly through the hall enjoying the sights. Eventually I made my way to Marie Antoinette's room, but the guide showed me the real room. It was hidden in the wall and inside the room they had a holograph representation of one of Marie's most scandalous nights! She was with two other girls while Louis slept on a mattress on the floor with eye shades on. Marie and the girls were fighting over which girl Marie loved most. Then the hologram suddenly cut off as one of the girls charge through the door. It was so awesome seeing the hologram so we went to a movie viewing area. This movie had all types of free snacks for us and really comfortable seats! I remember I loved the veggie tray! I don't remember the movie at all, but this dream was awesome!

Edna

Don't know if I ever told you the story about Edna, but here's a pic with the dream to follow! Yes I created this pic based on my dream!

I was in a remote location in Alaska touring around on a vacation. It just us girls on this tour because the boys wanted to do something with a jeep and snow and what not. The girls really liked the tour and I gained a new friend. Edna was a part lemur, part dragon, part cat animal that was the best friend I could ever have! Edna could change sizes, she could be as tiny as a mouse or as large as a table. She also could breathe fire and be my protector! I loved Edna! There is more to the dream, but all that I really take from this dream is the vividness of my imagination! I just wish Edna was for real, oh well, Stella is pretty close! 

Conquering Lands

I don't exactly remember how I got here, but I am a part of a conquest that has taken over a land that has been through a lot of turmoil in recent years. Also, the land is very similar to Natalie's bedroom at her dad's house, but it's a bigger scale and there are woodlands and forest and plains. For some reason I get the feeling that this was more of a memory of a rainy day playing make believe with Natalie in her room from when we were a lot younger.


 I was wearing a beautiful, white, ethereal dress with a braided head band and awesome wavy hair that flowed all the way down my back. I mean damn, I looked awesome!  Anywho, another fun fact I am also the princess of the new land, yay me! However, the old princess is still in the picture and we have to accommodate her into our kingdom, and that was my job. Ugh! She wouldn't be polite and would not work with me on anything. I tried to be her friend, invite her to my outings, and try to understand her feelings. Nothing! She was an unmovable rock! That was my dream, trying to convince the old princess that the new princess's family wasn't awful and only wanted the best for her kingdom! 


Cheerio!
 

The Big C

This dream I was with this eight year old boy and taking him to a doctors appointment before we headed to the amusement park! The amusement park was supposed to make him feel better after all the poking and prodding. I was also getting a bunch of tests done in order to make him feel better as well, and of course to check on my health! So the doctors office was fine and now it was time to go have fun and the doctor said he would call soon to tell us our results! We were having a great time at the amusement park! His favorite rides were the science based rides and the merry go round! We had just finished riding on the carousel when my cell phone rang, it was the doctor. I wasn't expecting very good news about the boy because he had been battling cancer, but I also wasn't expecting much news for me either. The boy was given a time limit to his life, he only had 2 months to live out his life before cancer would take him. I was given a weeks time before cancer would take me. What the hell? I felt fine and it was the boy I was worried about, how am I supposed to die before him! I don't tell the boy about our mortality, instead I give him a hug and try to enjoy the rest of the day. This was one of my last days and I wanted him to have the best time possible. The last thing I remember is picking the boy up and hugging him before we went to eat some fair food.

(can't tell if this is a continuation or not)

My next dream I was an actress just finishing one of my onstage performance when my boyfriend (I think) meets me at the back of the theater to pick me up in his beautiful mustang! He did donuts around the parking lot before we headed home! As we got home I started not feeling well, so we headed to the hospital. Luckily, Natalie was a doctor there and could set me up with a room, but the nurses hadn't made it to clean the room yet so we patiently waited. Natalie said it would be a few hours, so my boyfriend reminded me that he was supposed to be in the food eating competition and said we could go there while waiting for the room. I agreed and we said that we would meet his sister there. This competition consisted of eating a ton of food and randomly answering questions about Native American History. My boyfriend was always competing with the reigning champ to win! They were right on the desserts where they had to answer factoids found within the desserts. For some reason his competitor just up and quit in the middle of dessert and my boyfriend won! We were so happy and he couldn't be happier! We were swept up in the happiness as we headed back to the hospital!

And that's all folks!

RV

This dream started out in a movie theater trying to find a seat. After the movie mom wanted to go somewhere, I think we were in Vegas. We went to Vegas and dad was meeting us there. Vegas was really fun, but we had to be somewhere else and we were on a time schedule. Mom's friend was picking us up in his RV to take us to the airport. However, I was super bobo and left all my suitcases in the hotel. So halfway to the airport we had to turn around and head back to the hotel. Dad also had to meet us somewhere on the way. So going to the airport was going to take forever! Which of course made me freak out because I am neurotic about arriving to the airport on time with about an hour to spare. Somewhere along the way we stopped at an RV campground and a party starts! Everyone just started partying at the RV for no reason and I didn't even know half of the people there. My dad met us there and I lost complete track of time. Next thing I know there an earthquake that splits the RV in half and my half starts rolling down a hill. As soon as we start rolling I am screaming at my mom telling her we should have gone to the airport when I wanted to! The rest of my dream consists of us rolling the RV back up the hill and me grumbling that we never got my suitcase and missed our plane. Haha

A little wacky!

Charity gone wrong

My dream started as I was heading home to visit a friend in need of my help. She was pregnant with twins and hadn't planned on it. She was starting a charity organization to help women in a similar situation before she became pregnant and then ironically she became pregnant! She needed my help to set up the charity and also be there for her during her pregnancy. We were almost done with the charity, the walls were painted, paintings up, and now we were working on the flooring. Most of the dream consisted of me doing errands for my friends and slowly working towards finishing her office for the charity. It was working great!

One day we went to lunch and had a good time, we talked about her pregnancy and how excited she was to be having twins. We were feeling good as we headed back to the office we saw police cars in front of our office. We wondered what the hell was going on. We ran upstairs just as they were breaking down our door. As soon as the police saw us they said they were shutting down our charity for being inappropriate and unfit to serve the community. Then they saw my friend and her pregnant belly and understood why she started the charity. Then they pushed her off the second story, she didn't die but she lost the twins and I woke up.

Welcome back!

Explanations

Alright bloggers, you haven't seen much of me lately and I would like to explain to all my loyal followers.

Once again, I have lost the ability to recall my dreams and because of this I have been going through an identity crisis lately. It's actually more of wondering if the person I have been for the past year is a result of a bad break-up or if I am actually this way. Who am I? Are my actions a reaction to my situation or my actions who I am? What is going on? I've been living a little wildly lately when in the past I am known for being conservative. Lately, I also have been forgetting my dreams, are they correlated? I like my wild life, but is it who I am? I believe in true love, but what about commitment?

None of you need answer any of these questions for me and you probably shouldn't, just letting you know what's up.


As New Beginnings says often, "what is my life about? what is my life about?" That's what I'm going through right now.
HA!

It seems kind of silly, I guess.