Feeling no pain!

This entry is written in extra large type since my vision is not at its peak. I recently had a PRK surgery, which is basically LASIK eye surgery. They gave me pain pills and well I had some trippy dreams


Often times I dreamed small things, I guess they are closer to hallucinations. I hallucinated that my late dog Tia was walking around bumping into stuff as was her usual. Then I dreamed that Bastian and Kaito stopped by to visit. It was so real when I woke up I had to ask my mom if they had stopped by.


That night when I went to sleep. I had more short dreams/hallucinations. I dreamed that a crab was crawling all over me and I couldn't get it off! I woke up struggling to get the crab off.


Then as I fell back asleep I dreamed that someone kept giving me titty twisters and wouldn't stop! It hurt so bad I was crying and it was pure torture. I woke up so terrified that I called my mom to come sleep with me.


The next dream/hallucination I had there was a man walking out around my room. He was short and squat with a green jacket on and he was just walking not taking anything. I woke my mom up and quietly told her that there was a man walking around my room. She said "oh yea thats just Mole I'll show him the way out." It was really weird because I am pretty sure he was up to no good.


That's pretty much it for the trippy dreams on pain pills! Everything was a blur and I'm sure I'll remember other things that occurred in my mind!

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?

I had a post-apocalyptic dream last night, well at least the setting was post-apocalyptic

Everything took place in this massive under ground system of elevators and old mining shafts. I don't know exactly what ended the world, but I know we couldn't go outside. I was working on a thanksgiving turkey much like the one I cooked recently for a dinner party when Jake finds me. I was walking on my way to put the turkey in the oven and he finds me and kisses me. I push him away and ask him what the hell he is doing! He said "I finally found you, I have been roaming these tunnels for months trying to find you dead or alive." I am so confused and don't particularly want him sneaking up on me to kiss me and confuse me more. He says after the world ended there was only one person he wanted to be with and he's been searching for months to find me and tell me I am that person. I stop and stare at him for a good long while. During this entire conversation I was on the move finishing and continuing chores. When I finally decide to say something I said but why now? Then I kiss him, I don't know why, but I do. I didn't particularly want to be with him again because I knew he was going to leave me again, but damn it felt good to kiss him. At this point I am losing my mind in confusion between heart and mind and I am losing my path. I forgot which path I took to put the turkey in the stove! In this setting there are different levels and each level has different stoves and I completely forgot which level I put my turkey on! So I start wondering around trying to find it, while Jake is following me around trying to convince me that he loves me enough to never leave me again. Every now and then I turn and kiss him because I just can't help it. I never find my turkey and it probably shriveled up. 

The rest of the dream is me wondering around trying to find where I left my turkey. 

I wake up thinking, what the hell Nina can't you dream something that won't bother you for the rest of the day? But oh well, not really much I can do about it. 

The next dream I had was after I fell back asleep. This dream was incredibly real and vivid!

In my dream I woke up in my car with Chico on my lap, I am in the shopping plaza next to Sooner Mall (the worst mall known to man). I think to myself why did I wait so late to drive back to Norman? Then I think why did I drive back to Norman again? Well maybe I came down to hang out with my friends. Then I start my car up and head to a tanning place so I could get a spray tan. After I tan I end up picking up two backpacks and one of them isn't mine, but it takes me a while to figure this out. In the meantime I call Kole to see if he wanted to get a drink later that afternoon and hangout! I realize I have the wrong bag return to the tanning place which also is the college of education advising office. I returned the bag and left my number in case of anymore mishaps. I then head my way back onto Norman and I wake up as I enter the highway! 

Oh baby!

This is one of the longest most vivd dreams I have had in a while, well it at least felt long!

The dream started where Noelle and I really wanted to see a concert, but supposedly all the tickets were sold out. But, we talked to my friend Candice and Tyler and they told us we could find tickets on an internet radio contest. So Noelle and I immediately pull out our smart phones and enter our names as many times as possible! WE WON! We received two tickets and couldn't wait to go! The tickets were directly to the right of the stage, but we didn't care we were going to have a great time! Actually it wasn't a concert, but more like a magic show! Candice and Tyler put my name on a list that we could go up on stage and view all the neat stuff! I run up to the stage and it was amazing! First, I went up to meet Taylor Swift and she was awesome! Then we took a tour of all the magicians tools, like his saw in half box, disappearing box, and numerous other things! The next stop was going through a mountain climbing course. It was steep , tough, and high! But it was so much fun! Once I finished the mountain climbing course I was taken to a garage. The garage had Nascar cars in it and we could ride in one! I was about to get into the car when suddenly a huge pain hit my stomach and back! Keep in mind that I could tell you the details on the rocks and the color and shape of the car. This dream was incredibly vivid! So when I felt this pain I thought I was going to die! The workers at the concert escorted me back to my seats and at that time I felt alright. They had also called my dad. So Noelle and my dad saw that I was ok and didn't due anything we just stayed at the concert. But then the pain returned and worse! This time it didn't go away it was constant. Noelle and Dad took me to the hospital. My mom met us there. The doctors told me that I was in labor! What the hell??? Mom stayed with me while I give birth to a baby I didn't even know I was pregnant with!! But boy was that baby a beautiful baby girl!

She was gorgeous, she looked so much like me when I was a baby, but her eyes were a deep almost indigo blue! I was in love with her, she was beautiful! We took a picture but she was crying and I was exhausted after giving birth! After the picture they took my beautiful girl and I passed out. The next thing I know I am at home in my room when I wake-up. I run down the stairs screaming wheres my baby? My mom immediately silenced me because my sweet girl was sleeping. I didn't know what to do! I didn't have anything cribs, diapers, bottles, nothing! The only thing I could think of was to pick her up and hold her while she was sleeping. She was heavy!! It was like she was already a year old, but I just gave birth yesterday! It was crazy! I start pacing with her in my arms, trying to figure out who the father is and how did I not know. I had been to the gyno like 2 weeks before that and she said nothing! Now I have a 1 year old size baby! I also could not figure out who the father was because the dates didn't match up! It was super confusing, and then my angel woke up! She looked at me and smiled and I was happy! She squirmed so I sat her down and she started walking! It was too much! She is one day old walking and then I later find out speaking in short words! I just couldn't get enough of her. She had my curly hair like I had when I was a baby, my pale skin, round face, lips, and nose. But I guess the features she received from her father were the indigo eyes, the shape of the eyes, and the light brown hair! Next thing I could do was name her. I wanted to name her Elizabeth after my nana, but other people had other names. Like Luyse, which is a weird spelling of Lucy! I stuck with my guns and the rest of the dream I spent time with Elizabeth in a blissful dream.

I cannot even describe how vivid this dream was, multiple times during the dream I had moments of confusion where I couldn't distinguish dreams from reality!

That is all beautiful bloggers, have a great day!

Taking Flight

Last night's dream was all over the place! I think it took so many routes because I was on route to Hawaii, thus a new dream started at every layover!

The first layover in Dallas was kind of a blur. I had to run a lot of places because I was about to miss my flight. I remember needing to go outside of the airport before catching my flight. That's all I remember from the dallas layover because my group text was going crazy and I woke up!

Then my dream continued in the layover between San Antonio and Kona! My friend Kenna's mom had been injured in a terrible motorcycle accident! I joined her in the hospital room as they removed the bandages from the road rash burns, and it was gruesome! She was smiling though so she must not have been in much pain. My dad was there for moral support too! I had spent about 2 hours there and realized I might want to check on my flight! I casually walk to my gate and see a lot of people getting on. I couldn't see where the gate was headed because it was far away and surrounded by those stupid line dividers! I ask one of the workers "what's boarding at gate 42?" He said headed to Kona. I RAN FOR MY FLIGHT! I successfully made it, sat down in my seat and prepared for the long flight.

And I woke up!

Breaking the cycle!

Friends and dear bloggers I love you, but I will not continue the survey shenanigans!

I am going to break the cycle with my most recent dream!

I am entering downtown OKC for a supposed night out when I get a call from Noelle. Keep in mind downtown OKC was not quite the exact landscape, but sometimes you just know where you are in your dream. I enter the hotel running because Noelle was in danger! Bastian (formerly known as Blaine), Kenzie, and Kole were following me. When we found Noelle she was in an extremely weakened state and the danger was eminent! I pick her up first and sprint towards the exit with all my friends in tow. We all hopped in my car and flew out of the parking garage! But as soon as we reach the garage exit my aunt stops us! SHE WON'T LET US PASS! Meanwhile my friends are trying to revive Noelle because she was dying! I yell at my aunt and decide that all of us just need to run for it! Noelle was in the arms of Bastian and we were running towards the botanical gardens and in my dream that was the safe haven. Apparently also in my dream there was a huge festival and huge crowds! The last I remember was breaking through the crowd with the botanical gardens in my sight. I don't remember what the danger was or why we needed to run, but it was some serious danger!

That is all, and random pic of the day!

Survey updated because my friends keep adding questions and I can't help myself!

104) Want to write my research paper for me?

No, I don't even want to write my own research paper

105) Best dream you have ever had?

The repeated dream where I befriend a T-rex!

106) Favorite book?

Water for Elephants and The Host and The Pact

107) Favorite fairytale character?

Jasmine

Chihiro (Hayao Miyazaki)

Howl (Hayao Miyazaki)

Sheeta (Hayao Miyazaki)

Peter Pan and Robin Hood 

Genie from Aladdin!

108) What is your favorite thing to cook?
Thanksgiving dinner

109) what do you look forward to the most at a amusement park?
Crazy mouse!

110) What movie do you consider the best of all time?
Breakfast at Tiffanys, any Hayao Miyazaki film, Dark Knight, Inception

111) Favorite lyric (of the day,month all time?)
Day: I want your flowers like babies want God's love - Iron and Wine

Month: Look at me now - Chris Brown

All time: Almost home, with an olive branch and a dove, you were beating on a Persian rug with your Bible and your wedding band both hidden on the tv stand

112) If you had to choose between deaf or blind, what would it be?
Blind because I'm almost there


113) and... now choose between no arms or no legs?
legs because there some pretty awesome wheelchairs out there!!


114) Pain pills or Adrenaline shot?
Pain pills

115) If you were on an island would you rather be alone or with someone you hate?
Someone I hate because I can learn to love anyone and if I can't at least I will have someone to share the chores


116) Impulse or Calculated spender? Otherwise known as Spontaneous or Planner.
Impulse


117)Would you rather go to jail for 1 year or your best friend go to jail for 7 years?
Jail for one year, I couldn't go without Noelle for 7 years


118) Describe your life in 10 years
In ten years I hope to be married and well on my way with children. I will definitely be a teacher or possibly take ownership of the family business. I want to adopt at least one child by this point, preferably from South America. Most of all I hope to maintain the relationships that matter most to me! I also hope to cook thanksgiving and christmas dinner for my entire family every year at this point.


119) Most favorite meal/food
Grandma's tortillas beans and rice


120) Lease favorite meal/food
Mustard and olives!


121) true or false: This New Years will be LEGENDARY!

True!

What dinosaur would you be?
T-rex so I could hang out with my friend from my dream!

What's the most you've ever spent on someone else?
I don't even know

What is the most unique thing anyone has done to you?
One time I had a charm bracelet made of tiny pictures of me and my significant other. That was pretty awesome!

What is your favorite birthday memory?
Great Wall of China on my birthday during the summer Olympics! That was the birthday I got my beautiful car and became cheer captain. Man that was awesome!

Have you ever fainted? if yes, describe.
Yes, I was out of shape and ran too much in a track meet!

Pirate or Ninja. Explain.
Ninja because I could never compare to Keira Nightly and my name is one letter away from Nin(j)a

Describe why you like your favorite season?
Season of love because it never ends!

Would you go skydiving?
At the moment no, but I won't rule it out!

Would you date someone just for the physical relationship?
inversely, 
Would you date someone you were not physically attracted to?
a) I wouldn't consider that dating I would consider it fucking
b) Yes, because I can learn to love someone's body unless they're morbidly obese and then I'll make them lose weight. Heartless? I don't think so, I consider that saving their life!

What is your favorite time of the day?
Morning, when the day is still fresh

Have you been out of the USA? Where?
China, Peru, Mexico, Italy, Turks and Caicos, Fiji, Costa Rica and I think that's it! I hope to go more places!

What has been your greatest sporting achievement?
Becoming cheer captain!



How fast can you run a mile?
maybe really slow, but I can run one! 


UPDATES!
If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?


Peru/Hawaii
What is your dream job?

Teacher

Fantasy date?


 Anywhere we can dance in the moonlight (naked wouldn't be bad either!) and just have a glass of wine! On a beach would be nice!

Ideal significant other?


Ideally this person will be my best friend and lover and someone who can love freely and unconditionally. Someone who can handle my large family and not piss off my uncles. Someone who has ambitions be them big or small! Someone who can make me smile even if I am mad at them. Someone who would love to hear my laugh for the rest of our lives and I would love to here theirs.

What kind of animal would you be?


Fox, oohhh foxy lady! They are sexy and sly but cunning! 


Least favorite type of music?


SCREAMING!


Least favorite band?


Nicki Minaj on her own album, when she's featured she's alright

Current favorite Television show?


How I Met Your Mother like the rest of my friends! I am a real life Lily! Also, Greys Anatomy wins my heart as well


All time Favorite Television shows?

Greys Anatomy forever and always
Glee
Gilmore Girls
Fresh Prince
Favorite Author?
 
Suzzane Collins

Sara Gruen 
Lois Lowry
Jodi Picoult
F. Scott Fitzgerald


AND MORE!


155) Without looking, guess what time it is

4:00

156) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

4:12

157) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear

Grey's Anatomy

158) When did you last laugh?

two seconds ago at a men's humor tweet!

159) Seen anything weird lately?

Stella played in the sink for 2 hours! She's a cat that's weird!

160) Do you like to dance?

DUH!

161) What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?

Probably something from D2L

162) If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
I WOULD MAKE MY KITCHEN BIGGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND PUT IN A GAS STOVE WITH A SMOKE DETECTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

163) Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?

yes, but briefly.

164) Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?

Betsey Johnson hands down!


165) What time is bed time?

11-1 between there somewhere.

166) How many tattoos do you have? If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
I have one!

167) What did you do for your last birthday?
VEGAS! I won $1700 in the first 5 minutes!!! 

168) Do you carry a donor card?

On my driver's license and I would give everything I have!

169) Is the glass half empty or half full?

Full?

170) Have you ever won a trophy?

Individual Leadership AWARD!

171) What's under your bed?

My pet unicorn, and teacher stuff

172) Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yes, just like I believe in magic. Will it happen to everyone? Who knows!

173) What time do you get up?

9:30

174) What was the name of your first pet?
Tia!

175) If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?

Who knows probably as fast as I could dial!

176) Who would you tell first?

Mom!

177) Do you sing in the shower? /what do you sing?

Duh! Singing in the shower is a sign of happiness! Usually whatever is on my ipod!

178) How many keys are on your key ring?

My car key, my house key, apartment key, Kenzie's key


179) Where would you want to retire to?Hawaii!

180) Are you a morning person or a night owl?

As of right now I am a night owl!

181) How many rings before you answer the phone?

Depends!

182) What is your best childhood memory?

I pretty much loved my whole childhood! But probably the day Noelle and I met and became best friends for life!

What is your favorite fruit?


pineapple!

If you could eliminate one "pest" from the world, what would it be?


none! All pests are needed in the circle of life!


When were you the most legitimately scared or frightened?


This morning when Stella decided to run into the shutters repeatedly! I thought someone was breaking in!

Have you had a bad nightmare? or recurring dream?

YES! I actually have two recurring dreams and one is kind of a nightmare!

Sam's mother has four children. Each child was born in a different month so she named her first born May, her second June, and her third July, what is the fourth child's name?

January! For no apparent reason!

A farmer has to get a corn, a chicken, and a fox across a river. The farmer is only able to bring one of the above items along with him at a time. The only problem is if he leaves the fox alone with the chicken, the fox will eat the chicken, and if he leaves the chicken along the corn sack, then the chicken will eat the corn sack. How does the farmer get all 3 items across safely

Leave them!



2+2= 22 ?


Name the next three numbers in the sequence.

1,1,2,3,x,x,x
13,27,102

Rearrange the letters of your full name; first, middle and last, into a brand new name or saying. What did you come up with?

anni snide bracer

What are six things your couldn't live without?

family, friends, music, phone, pets, sports

If you shoot a bullet traveling at 900 meters a second straight (through an infinite plane with no wind) and simultaneously drop another bullet traveling towards the ground at 9.8m/s^2 from the same height the other bullet is shot from, which one lands on the ground first?

Same time!

Are you scared of heights?

Yes, but everything is taller than me!

Have you lied about any of the answers in our blogger questionaire?


not that I know of/remember!



Why is 6 afraid of 7?


SEVEN ATE NINE!

Who would you consider the person who has had the greatest impact on your life?

Mom, both grandmas, Noelle

Daddy or Momma's boy/girl?


Daddy's girl DUH!

Would you rather...

go to a musical or opera?


MUSCIAL!

go on a road trip or a flight?


ROAD TRIP!

camp in the woods or stay in a luxury suite downtown


Camp with marshmallows!

drive fast, and get in a wreck eventually, or drive slow and avoid a wreck forever


Shut up and drive!

be a chemist or a physicist


chemist!

go into space or go to the bottom of the ocean


SPACE!

work a job you hate, but made a lot of money, or work at a job you love, and make very little


I think I already made that choice and job I love with no money!

sail around the world, or float in a balloon around the world


FLOAT!

6 cup or 10 cup


I dunno!

eat a reese's or a snicker's


Snickers!

be able to speak to animals or speak every language


Every language which would include animal language!

die a painful slow death or a quick fast one


Quick fast one

go to a rare concert or a sports championship


Sports!

have a harley davidson or ducatti


Ducatti

swim in the deep end or shallow side


Let's be really every end is deep for me!

ski or snowboard


Snowbaord!

drive a lifted truck or disintegrate into thin air


Lifted truck, so I could be tall!

play WOW or Magic: The Gathering for a living


WOW

be a fly or a mosquito

Mosquito!

What atom would you be if you could pick only one?


Neon for no reason!

Almost home, but we got lost on our new street!

The first dream I remember is that of a wintery time. Noelle, Jake, and I were living like badgers. We were buried deep in the ground in these hollow mud dug outs. We loved it!
Then we would go about our daily activities, and as a teacher I was taking my class iceskating. Jake came along for this venture. He was trying to reconcile things with me and try to win me back. If you ask me that is highly inappropriate to visit me while I'm working to win my heart. However, it was working and I was swooning. I was being twirled and hugged and kissed and it was absolutely amazing! But my head finally realized that I am being stupid. I start asking him questions like "Is it real this time?" "Aren't you just going to leave me again?" "Why are you doing this?" I become so discombobulated that I begin slipping in mud and I fell back and hit my head on a swing set. He then gathers my class of kids and tells them our story. From his first dream of us together to the very end. Then he tells the children how he's changed trying to get them on his side. I just keep shaking my head because it's just too much! I then point out why didn't he write? If he changed wouldn't he want to talk to me? That's when my principal walks up and makes him stop. She is a dear old woman and stood up for me because in all honesty I was beginning to have a panic attack trying to decide between my heart and head. That's when that dream ended because Stella ( my cat) was trying to bust down my door.
This is one of those dreams that would put me in a funk for a while, but I decided to write it out to help me out of the funk. I have to say it's helping. It makes it seem less real.

Then the next dream was a little weird. I was at a fair with a woman and her younger daughter. I was acting like this woman's daughter too and I don't really know why. I have a feeling that I was a spy for some reason. So I am riding on this carousel and trying to make the ride operator mad! I don't know why, but this Native American man was in on it! After the ride I go to talk to the lady to distract her from the mishaps on the carousel. Then the woman gathers her daughter and I and we head to a fun house. Upon entering the funhouse I wake up!
WOAH! I had no idea what was going on the whole time!

This picture was taken by me and it's the inside bars of a ferris wheel!

No this is not the carousel from my dream, but it was a pretty fun one!

This is at an amusement park and I thought it was fitting!