Lately,

So lately my dreams have been getting hazier, or they don't have any rhyme or reason to them. I actually don't fully remember last night's dream, I know it's in my cabeza somewhere, but for right now it's gone! I remember waking up and thinking nothing in my dreams made sense! The order of events made no sense and I have no idea where some of it transitioned. I read somewhere that on average humans have 5 dreams a night, so here's my guess: I think I remembered all FIVE of my dreams last night and that is why they didn't make any sense because they were all separate dreams!

The only snippet I can recall is one of my first dreams, I am standing atop a Trapeze Swing at a circus under the Big Top. I have an extremely stern serious face on, which doesn't make sense since I smile about 85% of my day! The Big Top was red with orange, yellow, and green accents. I was wearing a tight unitard costume that sort of resembled a Chihuly exhibit with lots of red and orange. I look down seriously towards the crowd and nod. That's all I've got of my five dreams of crazy randomness!

In honor of my dream, song of the day: Trapeze Swinger- Iron and Wine (one of the best ever!)

Please remember me, happily
By the rosebush laughing
With bruises on my chin, the time when
We counted every black car passing

Your house beneath the hill and up until
Someone caught us in the kitchen
With maps, a mountain range, a piggy bank
A vision too removed to mention

But please remember me, fondly
I heard from someone you're still pretty
And then they went on to say that the Pearly Gates
Had some eloquent graffiti

Like 'We'll meet again' and 'Fuck the man'
And 'Tell my mother not to worry'
And angels with their great handshakes
But always done in such a hurry

And please remember me, at Halloween
Making fools of all the neighbors
Our faces painted white, by midnight
We'd forgotten one another

And when the morning came I was ashamed
Only now it seems so silly
That season left the world and then returned
And now you're lit up by the city

So please remember me, mistakenly
In the window of the tallest tower
Call, then pass us by but much too high
To see the empty road at happy hour

Gleam and resonate just like the gates
Around the Holy Kingdom
With words like, 'Lost and found' and 'Don't look down'
And 'Someone save temptation'

And please remember me as in the dream
We had as rug burned babies
Among the fallen trees and fast asleep
Beside the lions and the ladies

That called you what you like and even might
Give a gift for your behavior
A fleeting chance to see a trapeze
Swinger high as any savior

But please remember me, my misery
And how it lost me all I wanted
Those dogs that love the rain and chasing trains
The colored birds above there running

In circles round the well and where it spells
On the wall behind St. Peter
So bright on cinder gray in spray paint
'Who the hell can see forever?'

And please remember me, seldomly
In the car behind the carnival
My hand between your knees, you turn from me
And said the trapeze act was wonderful

But never meant to last, the clowns that passed
Saw me just come up with anger
When it filled with circus dogs, the parking lot
Had an element of danger

So please remember me, finally
And all my uphill clawing
My dear, but if I make the Pearly Gates
I'll do my best to make a drawing

Of God and Lucifer, a boy and girl
An angel kissin' on a sinner
A monkey and a man, a marching band
All around the frightened trapeze swinger

Nah nah nah
Nah nah nah
Nah nah nah